Towards a quintessence self………

There is no certainty in life. All is constantly changing. No fixation, all is in a fluid state and that one is perpetually in the process of either on an upward or downward trend in the material world.Except for the self that one is all that constitutes us materially is always in a movement. Or one may even say that the material self is for ever on an ongoing trip. Interesting that one has appended the prefix material to that self that one is whereas in essence it would seem that the self in itself is of a different structure and to be sure is of a different realm.
Yet, it is this same self that is non affected by the material in some ways takes its force from its association with that unto which one is exposed. In some ways it directs the corporeal to accept and takes up diverse ways of association taking a widest possible venues albeit by being in contact with that same aspect of what is revealed. The circumstances and the environment or what is exposed is the same. Or the world as it is lived. Or everyone reacts is in a different manner to those same set of norms….all at the mercy of one that is within.
The without is there to be apprehended and or acted upon. In some ways, it is that which may never be changed as being that on which the self may never have any control. It is that objective arena. Whereas the inner is that remaining essential force within which in some ways may keep its being untainted and intact and from that unto which it is is entangled. Or the subjective self is never a victim of what is revealed in its transcendental form. It is pure and and is that which seeks that way which remains non affected.
It is not a reactive self which budges sometimes this way, that way or the other way but always a form that begets its being from a force within. Non reactive and more precise proactive, it is not a victim of that as is revealed around and about us as its essential being ness is that indeed force which is the quintessence. Or one may say that it is that real self thus always serene and awaiting firm instruction to direct the mind. The ways of the world is that all is made to be and or affected by what is about with the non diligent taking a helpless mode as an excuse to fall in the trap of contaminated modes which makes one acts at times from a goodness, passionate or ignorant mode and or a mixture of these forms as if there are no alternatives.
Choices are confined to that world of materialism which becomes the overriding spirit on how to be and so arise a form which really ignores that reflected aspect of one’s being, that inner subjective force which may not be subservient to the exterior. Or in one’s diligence,the what is apprehended as that which is and so not affected and or being a victim which succumbs to the ways of those mode or its various combinations.
It is all a question of knowing and understanding the self that one is, for without it all else may just be a topsy turvy, as a blame culture always emerges where the subject may say that there is always some other to point the finger against. The truth is that one has taken shelter either in its gross form or it some ways however minute it may be since this is how one turns into a reactive animal as opposed to being free wholly and completely without having to be the object or subject of the contaminated arena. In a mixed mode of being, one retrieves either in a wholly bigoted self or a partially on wholistic one where one remains a victim of the revealed. In such a mode of being, the neophyte takes one’s contaminated self as being the measure of being and so anger and hatred or other similar saliencies takes precedence over that which is non affected.
In the angry-me mood, nothing is perceived as it is as that brings about other forms of ample reactions and counter ones where after a while, this becomes the way of being; taking aspects of what suits oneself. To make it make this more precise, let us observe that the reactionary always tries to materialise all aspects of transcendence taking those forms which best suits oneself whilst at the same time carrying some bias either of hatred in one’s being whether it is through violence or targeting of some other as being the enemy… to be crude and or abetting and aiding aspects which simply gives no chance to the weak, disabled and frail. Or through a choice based through one’s contaminated way of being the subject remains adamant that one knows as per one’s saliencies which is never called in question. Verily, the subject maintains its ways of being abject to forms which subjugate others whilst placing one self above and beyond every other as if all else about needs to be controlled. Where violence and hatred takes precedence one lives in discordance and in that mode there may never be a form which sees others on par with the self. There is always frictions, divisions and subtle anger and hatred about and in such a mode, all is subjected to be whipped about in a frenzy of making the bigoted the measure of being whilst denying some other essence as if one knows and the other a mere non entity as one knows and keep maintaining some or a form of bias whilst taking shelter of either organised rituals to give credence to one’s horrific ways of being which the subject never quite sees within the self.
The self that one is needs be above and beyond in transcendence and where this is so it takes its being from a a form which provides a similar format to all aspects of the material where it remains non affected by the materialistic pools. To be able to rise above and beyond what is revealed becomes an art of how to be and this is precisely what is at stake. To attempt trying this or simply be a victim. All a question of choice.